I am planning on an AA meeting at six. It is a long drive and I am worried about anxiety. The meeting in town was at 10am and I missed it. It would have just been a walk down the road. It is a women’s meeting, but I have found they welcome men accidentally by attending aloofly. They just want attendees. Mom is bringing hamburgers and fries tonight. I hope she brings some cokes as well. That will be nice. I have been walking all day – walking until my calves are sore. This seems to be my lot in life these days. I would call the doctor, but dad said no drama and I am trying to keep from causing drama. I am hoping I can just weather this storm with time. I apologize for the morose timbre of my posts this week. At least, I am posting right? I just need you friends as a shoulder to lean upon from time to time. I will be back to my old self soon. I promise!