I’ve had a long day. I’ve pushed my boundaries today and I think for the better. I made it to Lagrange for the 6pm Big Book AA study. I was extremely nervous. I managed to make it to the 45 minute mark when I thought I would have a panic attack and drove the long drive home. I was proud, though. That was a big accomplishment for me. AA is very scary – a social nightmare for me. I am now going to lay on the bed and rest while I listen to the radio. I am tired.