My Heart Glows!
“I’ve got a lady named Beth reading my blog and she has a daughter with similar issues to me,” I told dad a moment ago. “She’s really opening my eyes to your side of the story and what parents go through.”
“She’s had it tough, hasn’t she?” dad said very intrigued as if he knew.
“She doesn’t complain about her daughter,” I replied. “But I am getting glimpses of what it is like to be in your shoes.”
“I like I have an advocate on your blog now,” dad said. “You make me want to read again.”
Oh Lord! I don’t want dad reading my blog again, but I liked he showed some interest in it. It is such an important aspect of my life. I consider it therapy.
Dad was in an awesome mood and so loving tonight which was irony coming on the heels of what I wrote about him today. We cleaned off my porch so I could sit out there this spring and summer and listen to my radio shows on my iPod.
“I’m never going to let you go back to who you were,” dad told me when he was leaving. “I am one determined son of a bitch and we are going to straighten you out. Every time you fall, I am going to pick you back up!”
I was just glowing as dad got in the car and drove off. I do so love him so very, very much. I told him he was my Rock of Gibraltar. Dad really set the mood for the rest of the evening and I have just taken my medications to boot. It is going to be a good night!