It's that time in the two week cycle of my injected anti-psychotic that the medication levels slowly drop to zero before I get another shot. I asked my psychiatrist about it the last time I saw him and he carefully explained the process to me. He prescribed me extra Risperdal to get me through this tough time. Well, dad is very leery of giving me extra medications these days so I probably won't get them this time. Please pray for me as I am very scared right now. I don't want to go back to that mental health hell that was my life a week ago. I've done so well lately and I think you can see it on my blog. I feel so very damn well right now and it is intoxicating. I don't want to be in anguish or pain.