Well, at midnight tonight, it will have been six days smoke free! I never would have thought I would have made it this far. The peer pressure online has certainly helped. And it has also helped that I am broke at the moment - not a dollar to my name. The means when the terrible cravings strike, I can't just drive down the street to Rectum and buy a pack of smokes.
Yesterday was the hardest day yet. I now know why so many people with mental illness smoke. It is calming and comforting. It soothes the nerves.
Well, I can't wait till midnight tonight. My big goal is seven days - a whole week. I'll see ya later smoke free alligator!