Today was the first day in weeks that I experienced mental peace. My mind wasn't at war with itself. I had a wonderful day of smoking which I only enjoy mentally stable. I had a few treasured cokes as well.
Tomorrow I look forward to seeing my neurosurgeon in Columbus, Ga. Dad and plan on getting us some steak biscuits in the morning and for that I am excited. Let's hope this sudden turn in me mentally is not an aberration.