I've decided blogging has meant so much to me to try and continue. This blog will be mainly a daily log of my symptoms with the characters in my life's various comings and goings.
Today was almost unbearable until later in the day. I felt like I was going to jump out of my skin. I drove around in my car and that seemed to distract me some. Charlie came around six with my medications. I can usually feel 100X better in an hour. It is almost intoxicating and makes me feel like being creative.
The doldrums have a certain noticeable affect on me when my mental illness acts up. Keeping up appearances takes on a distance third in my life's lists of priorities. I forced myself to shower and then shave. It does make you feel better.
My non fair weather friend stopped by tonight. I am candid with George as far as my mental illness goes. He will ask me if I need some space many days. He brought me a Captain D's 3 piece fish plate for supper. I hadn't eaten all day and it was much appreciated.