Today I went to a different doctor than my psychiatrist. Mom tagged along as my support group. We were both worried about what dad would say. I didn't like my psychiatrist telling me to do breathing exercises to stop these terrible anxiety attacks. This new doctor put me on beta blockers saying it will help with dealing with adrenaline at certain receptors. He also prescribed Clonazepam to be taken every day. My psychiatrist would only allow an emergency ration of this medicine. I am so tired my eyes are burning. I know I will sleep well tonight. I feel like some great victory was achieved today. Someone light the fireworks.