Step 13 : Rid yourself of relatives with pill fetishes.
I am so obsessive compulsive, and I take a pill for that, too! It makes me uncomfortable when my father foists pills upon like he did yesterday. It plays into that old alcoholic mind set that everything is better after a few drinks. I am so weak of will that I will gladly take them in the hopes of feeling anything extraordinary. I realize I am replacing drink with pills. And the pills are coy and subversive. My sponsor might just shit in his pants when I call him about this tonight. We have talked of it often with me being not very open about it. I don't want to go through another withdrawal like I did with alcohol. It was terrible.