I was asked via email today if I saw a difference in my blog medicated and un-medicated. YES! Off my medications, I am much more emotional, spontaneous, excitable, crazy! I also saw a big difference when I was drinking as well. Drinking fueled my creative fires and made me do things that I wouldn't normally do.
Now? You get the milquetoast me. The medicated, subdued, sober persona that I find boring.