It is 5 PM and I am sitting in my office. I am overcome with fear of the prospect of facing the public today. My father, on the other hand, is in his element in public. Call him a natural born speaker. I envy him. He would have made one hell of a used car salesman.
"Could you take a look at Veronica's computer?" my father's co-pharmacist just asked.
Dad is off today. She left before I could respond. I wanted to say, "only if it doesn't mean leaving the safety of my office."
The positive side of my working is it forces me out in public and to be sociable. That is usually reserved for AA, but the people in AA are different -- different minded than most people I meet in public. They are more accepting and giving.
Soon, it will be time for me to get in the company van and make deliveries. I hope I can mentally hold it together enough to make it home. Let me gather the mojo to get this thing done. Good night.