"You will find a way to pay for it," a long time AA goer told me this morning in regards to my not having enough gas to get to all the meetings I want to go to. They were right. "You always found a way to drink!"
I am feeling shaky today, though. I just don't feel well and have that impending doom (anxiety attack) feeling today. I just called Mom needing someone to talk to.
"Did you get to your morning meeting?" she asked.
"Just barely," I replied. "I feel horrible."
We discussed the price of gas and making it to my meetings.
"I'll buy you a tank of gas a week," Mom offered.
I told her I would think about it. I don't want yet another tendril of dependence to be attached. It was nice of her though. I am thinking I will talk to Dad about using some of my work money for gas. He has an account with a local gas station for the pharmacy. That way I would be paying my own way and would feel better about it. As they say, "Where there is a will, there is a way!"