My legs are sore I have paced the floor so much today. I pace the floor when I don't feel well meaning that old master schizophrenia is knocking on my door. It is just that my injection is not lasting the full two weeks. It runs out around three days till my next one. This was why my doctor prescribed extra Risperidone to take.
I did manage to make it in to work. I was very honest and told my father's co-pharmacist that I was feeling ill. She was kind and wished she could have given me some medication. Dad had already filled the prescription and taken it home -- locked, where I couldn't get it.
Dad will be here soon and I can take my medications and rest. I am so glad to have them home. I am truly helpless without them. I have a quarter to my name. I am sure we will have a talk about letting me have money again. Tonight is supposed to be the night so that is integral to our meeting. I am frankly scared by it -- the premise that I may have money again.