I am struggling with those anxiety attacks again. They came on suddenly. My stomach is a mess of butterflies. I don't want to dwell on it though. I've tried so hard to make this a positive blog. I am drinking lots of water and staying away from caffeine today.
I think my rancor for The Homeless Guy has passed. I have been reading lately and have been happy for him -- encouraging him in his comments which he never publishes. He is like me and doesn't have a lot of comforts in life. I hope he enjoys his new laptop and the video game, SecondLife.
Dad has decided we are going to Outback for my birthday. I casually mentioned their Rockhampton Ribeye as being my favorite steak. "Let's go when you are rested so no hurry," I told him.
I wish I could sleep around the clock. It was so nice sleeping with Maggie last night. She stayed by my side all evening. I fell asleep listening to Coast to Coast AM and woke up to infomercials. Maybe that is why I have this sudden urge to spend money on useless things. I am mesmerized by Billie Mays and his "Ground Aug" infomercial. Every time he says "shipping and processing" I get excited! LOL