This is my most boring post ever, but it is all I feel like doing!
It has been an okay day. I've had to fight off panic attacks all day, though. It is starting to feel normal this not feeling normal. The highlight of my day was a late lunch. Mom and I bought all kinds of healthy food to eat yesterday. I grilled chicken marinated in Italian dressing, made a yellow squash casserole, and ate a salad.
I'm at work now. It is raining outside and it makes me wish I was home and in the bed. Mom and Dad are off to Birmingham, Al for my cousin's wedding. I don't envy them of that task.
I had another terrible attack last night. Dad was concerned I was drinking and that's what was causing these sudden attacks. He searched my house, fridge, and my trash for beer cans. He didn't find anything cause I haven't been doing anything wrong. That will exacerbate the attacks him doing that. I finally fell asleep around midnight and rested all night without waking. This morning, as you know, was spent with some of the gang.