One of the biggest changes I've noticed in my life lately is the obsession to drink is gone. When my father first took away my disability money, I thought I was going to die. I wanted to drink so badly. I would scheme and do anything for a drink then. Time has passed. Many AA meetings are under my belt. I no longer sit here and think of beer. The obsession is gone. That has been one of the biggest blessings in my new life so far.