I've thought about this for hours. As usual, I told my mother about it, but she didn't have anything to offer. My mother can't make a decision without my father's help. It just feels wrong to go behind my father's back and to get my disability changed. We are talking again like father and son (The first time this has happened in years). If I were to go through with this, then I would destroy that and I know it. I will talk to my father tonight and we both will decide what to do. This may be the impetus he needs to begin trusting me with money again. I can't forget what he did for me in buying me this house and my car. I knew there would be a price to pay when I took a home out of homelessness with my family's help. I knew it wouldn't be easy as no journey out of homelessness ever is. My sobriety must come first and, honestly, not even I am sure I could trust myself with lots of cash at this point. We will see what happens tonight after my and Dad's talk about this. I hope I didn't piss everyone off by doing this. I very much appreciated all the feedback, pro and con, on the previous post. Doing what I just wrote feels right and my sober feelings have rarely led me astray.