I've been thinking this morning about the grass always being greener on the other side, or is it? I know I feel this urge to work, but I am very lucky. I have most things that some in third world countries would die for. A home. Plenty of food. Warmth. I also have the freedom since I don't work to go to two AA meetings a day. That is going to be my goal: to get really active in AA. To make it a lifestyle. A new sober life. To be of service to others. I am still going to keep trying for vocational rehabilitation, and I am going to listen to my father for a change. I think by being active in AA I will make new friendships, a paramount goal of mine. Healthy friendships. Friendships to last a lifetime.