The social security administration gives me nine months to work full time and still draw my disability. It is called the "Ticket to Work" program. I hope that rehabilitation will take some months and then I start work, and that will allow me to buy a car. I will essentially have two incomes coming in.
I worry though. I feel able to work, but don't know how to go about it. Without a car, most jobs are out of my reach. I also worry about the ethics of drawing disability insurance when I am able bodied. Rosa says I paid that money in taxes and shouldn't feel guilty about drawing it. I still do though. I want to be self supporting. I want to be independent, and I feel a job is key to me gaining independence from the long arm of my father.
My advertising campaigns have been a joke ever since Google Adsense banned me. I was mailed a check today for $26 dollars from Adbrite. That was a pitiful amount and that was for months of showing ads. So far, I've made $50 with Bidvertiser the last few months, but I certainly can't support myself by these ads. I am thinking of dropping all advertisement from the blog. There is just no shortcut to having an old fashioned 9 to 5 job, is there? Let me know what you think about the ads, or if you ever even given them any thought.