I have big plans for this New Year and the blog. I want my life to be about recovery and hope. I want to share with you all as I make forward progress into getting my life back on track. I want to become a better and more descriptive writer. I want to get involved with vocational rehabilitation and get off disability. I want to be a self supporting man -- a man of means, full of hope and goodwill. I also want to get involved in A.A. again. I am lamenting the fact that so few meetings are now held locally. I tend to be a perfectionist, an all or nothing fellow, and want to go to meetings twice a day. I can't do that without a car. Thank you all for reading along and I hope this journey proves beneficial to you as well. HOPE and RECOVERY. That is my new mantra. Damn, I feel so good.