Monday, December 10, 2007

Feeling Better

I feel better now after writing all that below. I have to work really hard to keep my mental illness from coloring and taking over this blog. I just needed to get it off my chest and share it. I am going to just kick back, smoke lots of cigarillos, drink Pepsi, listen to Dr. Laura, and wait till my father arrives at 9:30 with my Benadryl. That always makes me feel better. Sorry for unloading on the blog. Some days, this is my only outlet to the world. I need a life, don't I? Thank you for reading and trying to help. I do appreciate it.


Anonymous Boxer said...

I wonder if you know how much your honesty in writing, helps us?

We all have days when we feel bad and then we feel great the next... it's the human condition.

You keep writing.

jane said...

unload as much as you want - it's a great outlet.

i ahd a dead rotten morning, was allover the map emptionally and am now looking forward to a quiet night and a good meal. sometimes it's hard to see but there is light at the end of the tunnel.


CJM-R said...

Hi Andrew, Glad you are feeling better. Good to use your writing as a tool to help you unload your feelings.

Hopefully, you will be able to create the structure you crave right where you are. I know you have been trying.

Oh Andrew, we are all more alike than different, don't forget that.

Hope you can get to a meeting to socialize a bit with folks.

Amy Palko said...

I'm sorry you've had a bad day, Andrew, but I'm glad that you've found some relief through blogging. Writing can be a wonderful outlet, and don't ever feel like you need to apologise for sharing it. This is your blog after all, and I, for one, appreciate your honesty which comes through in every post, as clearly many others do. Wishing you a better tomorrow!
Lives Less Ordinary

Rhette said...

There ya go! Just kick back and let those stupid feelings roll right off you. Easier said than done, right? LoL

I agree with Anonymous Boxer, your honesty helps more people than you know Andrew.

Hope the night is kind to you :)

Kirs ~

amelia said...

Maybe when you feel like that it would help to get out and walk!

Kelly Jene said...

I am surprised at how much you feel the need to apologize on YOUR blog. A blog is a personal outlet, a journal on the computer. A place for you to unload. I know my blog makes me feel better, yours should too. I'm glad you feel better.


I agree with Kelly and are sweet to care, but unravel, vent and write a volume of words to improve have such beauty in your words..such incredible beauty.


AlabamaGal said...

I am glad you feel better. I wouldn't like for you to change a thing about your blog. Be yourself, that is what we like.


Karin's Korner said...

This is YOUR blog my dear friend. Please write what you feel. You have many friends here that are pulling for you everyday. We love you.