I normally take Luvox for my obsessive compulsiveness. It has been two days without it. The signs are telling. I stayed up all night writing, drinking sodas, and smoking little cigars. I am a man possessed when I get like this. It is also invigorating and intoxicating. Like some demure and coy mistress you are trying to court, the next cigarette and drink of coke spurs you on. I have often said that schizophrenia can be terrifying. It can also be so intoxicating as you get caught up in the little world unfolding in your mind. Nights blink by in a blur. Morning arrives and sleep evades you. Thoughts march through my head at a brisk pace like Hitler's army to the Polish front.