I probably won't get a job through my efforts. I does feel damn good trying though. I feel in control and on top of things. Normally, walking into an establishment and just the simple task of asking for an application would send me running. I have managed to assuage those social fears. Here is a list of accomplishments today.
- Have to be back at Domino's Pizza to sign a release for them to check my Motor Vehicle Record.
- Have to talk to Rick at Givorn's Grocery between 3 and 4 tomorrow.
- Have to be at McDonald's Tuesday at 2 PM to turn in my completed application.
It is a start. I haven't worked in so long that just filling out the applications were hard. I have some serious gaps in my employment record. I just hope my higher power sees fit to bless me in this endeavor. I just feel the time is right and I no longer want to be on disability. It has been a thorn in my side for years now and I am ready to be released. I want to be able to place a dollar bill in that donation basket at A.A. so very badly.