I just did something that is going to cause a shit storm in my family. I went around to every business I knew and applied for jobs. The most promising one was Domino's Pizza as a delivery driver and working at McDonald's. I am just tired of sitting at home doing nothing. I want that pride that comes from making your own money. I am tired of my father getting on to me when I spend more than fifty dollars at the grocery store or having to beg him for a carton of cigarillos. I want control of my own money and to hell with this disability malarkey. What good is it if I cannot even access it? Nothing. Hopefully, I will get some calls in the next few days. I am eager to start work -- so eager I am almost beside myself.