My old nemesis schizophrenia hit me hard today thus no posts or writing. I spent most of the day in bed trying to sleep off the funks. My mother came over four times to check on me. Rosa, who has a key to my house, came over and crawled into the bed with me. It was very welcomed and I was having such a hard day that I needed the comforting company of another.
Had a spurious argument with my father tonight. I had missed my injection for my schizophrenia.
"Leave me alone," I told him. "Just leave me the fuck alone."
"I pay your bills. I do everything for you," he said.
"I didn't ask you too. You took all that upon yourself so don't fucking blame me. Just don't do it anymore."
"I am going to cut off your internet," he then said.
"Fucking cut it off," I replied as I slammed the door shut.